.Thursday, May 8, 2008 ' 6:52 PM Y
arh !!! i dislike to see people's true colors. i preferred them when i didnt know them well. maybe, maybe i shouldnt be in Kranji ? people there are so competitive, so unkind, so complicated. i just want someone to be my true friend like those in my church/cell. i really dont want to fight on my own. can stand on my own ? no one to accompany me ? can i handle that ? i am not sure .... but i really dont want to be forced into a group of friends which i totally dont belong to like my primary school. i know i have Jesus always but i want another friend besides him, even though Jesus is good enough. sometimes i wonder, if i i had gone to another school that isnt that good, maybe i will have more friends ? people in a not so good school are more simple minded and wont plot against people or plot stuff for their own good and dont care who they hurt. people in those school wont care that much about being competitive and fight so much. they will be more true friendship right? lol wad a emo post k. now end with alllllllllllll the emo - ness .....................................
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