i miss kor !!!! i miss jx !!!!!!!! i miss jie !!!!!!
every time i see them, it is only for a short while . and it is kinda weird i am so lazy to call them their full name . well jia xuan also calls be vanny for short form so i call her jx :)

i know who is some anonymous person - 100% sure
i think i know who is gone far far way - 60% sure
i dont know who is kranjian - 0% sure
i know who is vanessa !! - 100000000000000000000000% sure :) ok ... not funny ... of course i know who is vanessa. she is my twin sister :) btw i am nessa not vanessa so yar. i look a lot like vanessa, i act alot like vanessa. till i am vanessa. ok, this post is weird and lame. this weird way of amusing myself. before my readers think i am crazy i shall end this post . bye

holiday plans

Monday - ushers gathering even though joel haven't send our team the details yet so i haven't ask permission to go so not confirmed
Tuesday - English oral
Wednesday- netball training
Thursday - nothing :)
Friday - netball training
sat - normal church
sun - end of holidays

so as you can see. i have activities on almost every day but i have lots of revision to do so besides the must -go ushers outing,the rest of the time i would be staying at home to do my homework :0 end of year exam coming soon . everyone must work hard and don't be lazy . those express classes must work hard to maintain in express, the normal academy must try their best to get into express next year and the normal tec must also work hard. jia you people. all the best. bye

we got trashed during our captain ball match today ... the boys in my class say that if the girls play the game we would sure lose. first round - me, hui fang, jayne ,jie xiang, edmand, daren lim and our class mentor played. we lost . so , maybe they were right, we lost but so what ? second round we had a all boys team and we still lost right. lol. not being sexist but seriously, the guys only know how to talk big and criticize other people's skills when their skills aren't that good themselves. i am not scolding anyone in particular just saying that the boys were unreasonable by saying the girls all very lousy when in the end they had a all boys team and lost as well. anyway, it doesnt matter what was the outcome right? as long as we had fun. i did and i really dont care that much about the score. during netball , the sec ones also play against the seniors and lose very badly but the couch was trying to teach us not to bother about the score and just give our best. just treat it as a learning experience. i got hit in the face by someone during the match as well as grazed my knee till it bled. last time i played captain ball i hurt my knee too. captain ball so dangerous. haha the other team was very rough and daren lim almost lost his temper. good thing he did not otherwise i would be freaked out by him.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY !!!

went back to primary school to see my favorite teacher yeah !!!

since i have nothing else better to do and i love writing compositions sooo much i posting one on my blog:) yar. people who find it too long can dont read it . i typed it for fun. enjoy :) later going kahling's house bake cookies for teachers. yeah yeah



As i wrote in my personal journal, tears started to flow down my face. I slowly pen down my heart felt words...

Brother, it has already been a month since you left home. I wonder how you are getting along. I am sorry. I should not have lied...

I remembered that, that day, i just came back from school. As i bent down to take off my shoes , my bulky bag knocked into a flower pot. The flower pot shattered into pieces. It was one of dad's treasured plants. Dad was a man who really loves plants, he always believed in being interdependent with them and would definitely hit the roof when he finds out what happened. Being terribly afraid of my father's temper, i quickly used a broom and swept all the soil and broken pieces of the flower pot onto some newspaper, wrapped it up and threw it away.

Not remembering to throw the uprooted young plant, i went to take a shower and went to do my work. It was a good thing that both my parents were not home yet. Just as i started on my revision, my brother came home. He did not realise the missing flower pot.

Time flied and evening came very soon and my parents arrived home wearily. after having a wonderful dinner, my father went to water his plants. Not long after he started doing so, my father stormed angrily back into the house. I timidly wondered if he had realised his missing plant. Only then did i remembered that i threw everything away except the plant, itself.

"Amanda, Roy. Come here right now !" my father shouted as his faced turned all shades of red.

we rushed to him. we could even smell his anger. My brother looked puzzled at why my father was so angry but i knew what had angered him. I scanned my brain, looking for a convincing reply to my father's anticipated questioning.

"which one of you broke my flower pot and kept quite about it and even threw the soil and flower pot away ?" he asked as expected.

"It wasn't me ! i still saw your plant when i got home." i quickily lied in order not to suffer the wrath of my father.

"what plant I didn't break any plant or their flower pot." My brother replied, still a bit confused.

"Roy! Own up now ! your sister said that she saw that the plant was still there when she came home from school, so it must be you. I don't believe that she would lie at such a young age !" as my father said this, my conscience pricked me but i brushed it aside.

My brother kept insisting that it was not broken by him and continuously glared at me , making me feel very uncomfortable so i avoided his eyes. knowing that there was no way he could convince my father, he went to his room frustrated and slammed his door shut.

Awhile later, my father came to talk to me about the whole incident. When he asked my once again if i was telling the truth, i wanted to tel him i was not but it was as if i could not control myself any more, i told him i was and brother did it.

Suddenly, my brother's door flung right open. He emerged from the room with a bad in his hand and before running out of the house , he screamed"since you rather trust that little lying brat than me, i am leaving and i won't come back !!! " ....

I am really sorry brother, i am sorry i lied , i have already told father what really happened . Father doesn't trust me anymore now and i still blame myself . i hope that you will see the posters i put up , seeking your forgiveness. Please come home soon, brother i miss you. Please forgive me.

The door bell just rang. Could it be you?

the end

i wanna do compo !!!!! i want compo !!!

yeah yeah people :) so high after exams. got history and english results back already :) to people with not so good results, i hope that u will do better and if you tried ur best, well done. i am in a very good mood today i think. got chocolate at home . yeah yeah yeah . i love chocolate !!! haha i won a huge bar of chocolate with mocha in it from some church quiz :) i know the answer to that very difficult answer cause i was suppose to usher on that day so i went early to church and i over heard the answer when they were having a dry run. during service, all the ushers were sitting together so they keep telling us to go and answer the quiz so that we can eat and share the prize. i told joanne the answer and we went to answer the quiz together . each of us get a bar :) so cool lar. yummy chocolate. i am in love with mocha all because of cordi. let me drink mocha until addicted. haha :)

i didnt bring my extra house keys so i was stuck outside the house :( for hours and hours till my family got home and school end at 11.30 so i came home early ... finally back in the house. i was walking around the void deck for so long with nothing to do. did not have anything to read, study or even write on. . . so tired .... not to mention thirsty. no one told me there would be no one at home to open the door for me !!! FINALLY back home !!!! yes !!! gosh ... was sooooooo bored and was planing to go home and study my literature for the exam tommorrow along with my maths.

i live a great life :) thank you kah ling, jayne and hui fang for helping me with my maths. you guys rock hard. love you all:)

arg, the one time i remembered my kor's birthday on time , i dont know what to get for him ...

i fought with my brother yesterday over some little stuff . felt that we should not have fought and just talk nicely. silly of us. really hate fighting with my brother :( already patch up with him :) never ever want to fight with him ever again.

having problems with my maths sums , will ask clever hui fang tomorrow.

sobs never go for fop :(

part of a song
a guy
he came up to me
he said that pigs could fly
and i dont know why
cause i knew pigs couldnt fly
but i choose to believe him
every word he said
everything he did
cause i choose to believe

PS.if you guys are wondering why there is a "pigs could fly", it acually stands for something impossible :)

the pastor said, love everyone.

it is hard to love everyone isnt it?
some people are just soooo irritating.
soo unlovable .

those were all my thoughts.
even though i always tell myself that everyone has their own flaws even me so i have to accept them but sometimes it is really so difficult. i ask myself, what is the reason to love him, what is the reason i should love her. then the answer came to me - just because that person is a creation of God.

i will try my best to love everybody from now on and i will keep trying till i succeed . i will never give up :)

today during pe my team win the other team in soccer . yeah yeah ....... the other team had mr kong's help but we still won. sooooo happy ^^. melissa, hui fang and me were dancing in the field after we shoot in a goal or blocked really well. haha . i steal the ball from mr kong. yeah yeah . soooo fun when we win right? haha. wow i posted two times in a day that is cool..

ps. to that someone, can you please stop picking on me indirectly ? it is so irretating. sorry if i had offened you before but cant you get over it ? quite piss by ur slow and little acts of revenge.

psps . to those people that i aint talking to, if i am not talking about you , to come and ask me who it is and think that it is you cause it isnt . haha . if you come ask me is it is you and i say it isnt you, it isnt.

This is a true story and a very touching one too. The son asked his father, 'Dad, will you take part in a marathon with me?'. The father who, despite having a heart condition, says 'Yes'.They went on to complete the marathon together. Father and son went on to join other marathons, the father always saying 'Yes' to his son's request of going through the race together. One day, the son asked his father, 'Dad, let's join the Ironman together.' To which, his father said 'Yes' too.For those who don't know, Ironman is the toughest triathlon ever. The race encompasses three endurance events of a 2.4 mile (3.86 kilometer) ocean swim, followed by a 112 mile (180.2 kilometer) bike ride, and ending with a 26..2 mile (42.195 kilometer) marathon along the coast of the Big Island.
Father and son went on to complete the race together. View thisrace at..... NOW WATCH THIS VIDEO:
click... http://www.godtube. com/view_ video.php? viewkey=8cf08fac a5dd9ea45513

yo peeps. guess who ? VVVANNNESSA! borned on the 11sept to do God's work. happily baptised on 17 may 2008.riverlife church is my second home so come visit me. netball is my passion, dance is my soul, God is my life.want to know more about me? read my blog (=

♥ have a passion for the Lord's works
♥ missions to India
♥ play and play and play!
♥ get a shooting star
♥ white hairband
♥ never ending supply of choco
♥ to have never ending joy
♥ to dance with you
♥ to live for God and only God
♥ for you to stay happy(=

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