yeah (= follow the leader anyone ?

woohooo ! finished my exams.(=
wanted to go running after the paper but i
got ditched by my running partner -,-
then angela and nicole offered to run with
me lar. but my mood spoiled le so i never
go run. seriously hate it when ppl do last
min stuff ! though my running partner came
back to school after a while to run with me
lar but i dont want to run liao.actually i
very fed up with my running partner. let name
the person O. yeah. i actually quite fed up
with O lar but i know O is going through a lot
so i in front of O like pretend not to be angry
at O. but seriously -,- DITCH DITCH DITCH !
plus is ditch me for someone else. make me
feel so insignificant -,- we plan the run two
or three days before liao but just cause SHE
ask O go then O ditch me -,- fun fair ah ?

on a lighter note, woohoo, fist ssc outing today
to seoul garden. i organise one lehhhh. haha (=
think the juniors didnt really have as much fun
as the seniors but who cares ? haha. i had loads
of fun. haha. just watching Yi Hui eat can amuse
me. haha.oh oh oh ! plus the seniors went to
watch movie. haha. the movie is something something
los angelos i think. haha. quite a nice movie lar.
haahaa.think the person next to me kanna shock by
me cause i totally jump down. haha. during the scary
part. haha. ppl jump up, i jump down. haha.(=
i think seoul garden save a lot of money from the
lack of need to advertise. no need to advertise what
cause everyone who eats in seoul gardern comes out
SMELLING like seoul gardern. haha. got free advertism
liao. haha (=

hope SJ enjoyed his birthday mud bathe present from matt,
ethan,calvin, ZY etc. haha. just wanna say i have no part
in it. haha.

im trying my best to torlerate ur nonsense.
but im not absolutely sure i can.
hmmm.. cause everyone around you can see that you are
being controled. i know you know it too. i wanna help but
you dont want to help yourself so what do you want me to
do ? get your act together. be it with - or not.


dont cry baby dont cry,
cause i never wanna see a tear fall from ur eyes.


if there's a way to heal a broken heart,
tell me now.
cause it definately isnt due to luck,
im here now.
if the road ever gets rough,
be here now.
cause i need some help to heal this heart,
a way that isnt too rough.

its been long enough,
for ive been hurting here.
its been hard to laugh,
when youre no longer near.

yet when i think of it,
i cant remember you being there,
yet i miss it.
the love that was never there ?

that half asleep half awake moment.
just something i wished actually happened.

i try it over and over again.
cause i want you all to myself .
breathe without getting stuck.
all to myself by ?

lets pray


haha.exam day tmr and yet im here blogging.
(=

he gotta listen to himself speak man...
i understand why j plus the rest is so
frustrated with him now. i feel frustrated
too. not firm at all. . . but i guess i really
am in no position to make him do anything. his
life his choice.

love makes people do foolish things but does
he even love her ?

Labels: cause half an hour is half an hour too long {=

hahas. listen to your own advice girl.

all day long i can hear ppl talking out loud,
but when are their hearts talking,
their souls communicating.

Labels: the beauty within your eyes

edited:

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!

remind me never to cross a road with ethan
and matt ever again !
i literally screamed -,- they light already
turn red liao still tell me go go go !
slap thier face lar.

was freezing at mac while studying with jayne
peggy ethan matt ethan and supposingly with HK
too but HK never come. i think i go home liao
then he come.weather so cold today.

chinese oral was -,-

3 times in 2 days. a new record ?

Labels: sorry i lied...

care for a roll ?

my arms hurts !
my shoulder hurts !
my legs hurt !
im complaining !
growls at pt. haha. learnt a lot from being
a camper instead of camp com. think that
sec 4 ssc learnt a lot from this camp.enjoyed
a lot though to be honest i wasnt looking
forward for the camp but now i dont regret it
(=

wow. march holiday still must go back to
school hor. best, haha.

Labels: cause you wont know if you dont try

BACKING OFF DOESNT MEAN UR BETTER OR IM WEAK.
IT JUST MEANS IM STRONGER AND MORE MATURED
THAN YOU. YOU ARE SUCH A WASTE OF MY TIME.
i rather use the time to eat. haha. hungry.

can you hear the symphony in my heart ?
what can i do to prove that my love is true?


tmr camp and i have not much idea of what we
are doing. GOSHHH... how can i not know. feels
so weird. haha. too used to being in camp com
and organising. now be camper very very weird.
haha. for this camp, we change all our roles
in ssc except SJ and ethan.haha. lets see how
the camp turns out. FINGERS CROSSED(=

HOUSES
I'm crying inside, gotta see you tonight
I understand and if somebody broke your heart before
But it wasn't me who left the pieces laying on the floor
But it's me who's out here in the rain knocking at your door
Paying the price for all of his lies

[Chorus:]
All of me
When all I get is half of you
Now tell me what am I supposed to do
If all I get is half of you
If all you give is half of you

Wanna be the reason that you never look for love again
Baby girl, I wanna be your lover, your best friend
How we gonna make it if you never gonna let me in
What can I do to prove that my love is true

Until you realize
Look in my eyes
And I'll never let you be betrayed
I'm not that guy, but how can I give you

[Chorus:]

[Bridge:]
Now girl you got me locked up too many times
Got me paying for somebody else's crime
But how can love burn
If it's not return
I need more than this so how can I give

[Chorus:]

SONG- ALL OF ME by varsity.

Labels: what am i supposed to do ?

what's staring back at me seems so scary...


a tear slips down my face,
an unimaginable pain.

all the hardwork,
gone in vain ?

what should i do ?
so i wont lose ?
wont lose the faith.
to run this race.

heavy hearts,
heavy marks.

just a little pretence,
just a little intense.

no point in moaning,
too much groaning.
pick up a pen,
just keep on going.

Labels: move forward.

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Labels: I WANNA STEP DOWN NOW

ahhh !!!! dont take my photo. im camera shy (=


hmm...
htht with a certain someone today. hoped
that it helped. doubt that person reads
my blog but i wish that person all the
best at what she/he is trying to do.

yeah yeah yeah ! today run 2.4km. think
that it is my fastest timing so far.hope
i can improve my timing even more.muhahah
ok lar. i shldnt be so glad now. haha (=
God's watching (= but ouchieee. my legs
feels sore. especially around the knee.
hope by tmr the pain pain will be gone
gone.

today first house meeting. what should
run in sia. 100 ? 200 ? 400 ? 4 x 100 ?
4 x 400? which which which ? i cant decide
which to run in. SOMEONE PLEASE TELL MEE !
and no, im not taking ur idea angela.
just in case u dont know angela's idea,her
idea is... she run for grey, jayne run for
rino, hui run for green, nic for blue, me
for yellow. then all we need is another
person to run for purple. then we all run
same speed to the finish line. haha X3

stop calling me -,- as if i will answer...
btw eh, if i dont have your no. and u call
me, i wont pick up. say first hor. cause i
will suspect that u are my cell admin person
that pesters me to do stuff. haha (=

whats on ur mind?
tell me would u ?
i dont wanna play gussing games

do i look prim and proper ?

give me the strength i need,
for i'm unsure if i have it.
cause i cant keep giving,
and never receiving.
could it be, could it be ?
-- ---- ----- ----- -- --.

im emoing. i have no sticker ! haha

meow-ouch.
my head is stuck, HELP ?!

hahas. looking forward to movie day tmr.
yeah yeah (= hm.... im feeling pretty
boredddd !!!!!!!!! haha. i already
feel like sleeping. haha. hm....

should i quuiiittt ? theres indeed more
reason for me to leave than to stay. i dont
like the stress no more but im in love
with -------.i dont think i will. but i
think i will become one of the more not
dedicated ones. cause i really dont see a
point.

angela, remember listen take your sweet time
by JM(=
eh, haha, remember the so called sad songs we
listened today. haha. like miss independant
hor !!! haha. totally sad hor. haha. in the
end i still eat ice cream when i go home leh.
jealous ? haha. today ur burger a bit cute hor?
haha. make us run to chinese class then in the
end we not that late. haha.the slient that
taunted us with the cold breeze frightened us
too right? haha.opps what did i tell u about
showing off today. haha.

gosh i need to brush of this self pity.


let me be the one,
telling u that it is alright.
let me be the one,
sharing the smiles and tears you cry.

looking for me ?
here i am =]

lolz. i now become scared of either leaving
my house or coming back home. can i move
house ? ahhhh !!!! gosh -,- so scaryyyyy...
pathetic. i gotta get over it man. by this
week. i gotta get over the fear.haha, i
need to constantly remind myself that God
is my protector and i shall rest in him.

HEY ANGELA, THIS PART OF MY POST U MUST
REMEMBER FOR LIFE HOR:
i waited 2 plus hours for angela mak chicken
wing. -,- wait so lonnngggg. sweats*
must be APPRECIATE ME HOR. haha. need me to
give u the defination of appreciation ? haha.
i think dont need hor ? u very familar with
the word liao (=

gosh get a life lar hor ? i know shorts for
like so long ? it is impossible for him to
say THAT alright ?? his a gentleman unlike
you who needs to make stories about him hor ?
even angela also know that can never be true.
dont need to think also know shorts wont say
that los. -,-

give me a little space in your heart.
i just want to be a friend, we just want to be ur friend.
cant u tell ? we arent interested in taking advantage of you.
i understand u were hurt before but cant u tell ?
i aint tat person. cant you tell ?
we arent tat person. let us come a little closer ?
i really dont know if i can keep trying.

clock stop clock stop.
and i dont hear no more ticking.
when the clock stop clock stop,
all we got is wishful thinking
cause im not saying never,
but we cant be together.
its a quater past our loving time

yo peeps. guess who ? VVVANNNESSA! borned on the 11sept to do God's work. happily baptised on 17 may 2008.riverlife church is my second home so come visit me. netball is my passion, dance is my soul, God is my life.want to know more about me? read my blog (=

♥ have a passion for the Lord's works
♥ missions to India
♥ play and play and play!
♥ get a shooting star
♥ white hairband
♥ never ending supply of choco
♥ to have never ending joy
♥ to dance with you
♥ to live for God and only God
♥ for you to stay happy(=

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